Not that I care what you think

I'm going to just say right of the bat that I like myself just fine.

I signed up for a global Secret Santa this year.  It is a little weird to think that some stranger on the Internet is essentially stalking my posts, blog, and Amazon wish lists.  So of course I start wondering about exactly how much of an asshole I come off as on the Internet.

I vent here on this blog.  I am an opinionated motherfucker and I usually don't hesitate to call someone out on their bullshit.  I'd like to think that any negativity I put out here is negated by IRL me.  But honestly I don't think I'm all *that* negative.  Frequently disappointed in my fellow humans, yes.  Frustrated by the lack of social decency, sure.  It's true that I want to change the world for the better but I have no idea how to do this so maybe my inaction could be taken as apathy (the true enemy!) or vitriol.

IRL me is quiet (fucking stutter), polite, and a bit of a doormat.

Internet me is a frustrated ball of fire.